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I feel like I'm in high school again. I don't know if I will make it through even until Christmas at this rate. I love the work, and the classes, and the projects. I'm even enjoying the enormous amount of homework I perpetually have. But I am either going to kill my classmates, or I'm going to kill myself on account of how constantly frustrated, annoyed, and angry they make me. I say something, and it's thrown back in my face. I do not say anything and it's probably going to be equally thrown back in my face. I put up with attitues, arguing, disagreeing. I like just saying "It's all good", and moving on with something. Even if I'm pissed, I can smile, they can smile, and I can overall feel better about something. I will say to people "I understand your point of view." I am tired of hearing that from me mouth and never anyone else.
Needless to say. Right now I am in incredible emotional and physical pain. Let's just say, old habits die hard. I want to either take a sleeping pill or a really stiff drink. Maybe both.
I never thought that having my dream come true would end up being my worst nightmere.
posted by">Hayley @
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