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AHHHHHHH........ I like stability and constancy. They are things my life used to have, but no longer does. Instead I'm running around like a chicken with my head cut off working on the play, and trying to get a new job, and fighting with my old job.
And just as I was typing this the phone rang, thus proving my point of how I had to go bolting upstairs and deal with another aspect of my crazy life.
Ah. So here is the deal with my fucked up life...
1) I'm finding and working on the bloody props for Dangerous Liaisons. Not easy when your responsible for finding more period chairs, and upholstering furniture, and making decks of cards, and etc, etc.
2) Being a contact person... I've never had the responsibility of contacting people and arranging meetings and stuff before, but it better to learn sooner than later. Considering conacting people is a major part of stage managing.... the wonderful profession I want to study and presue a career in! I'm fuckin' bonkers, I know.
3) Fighting with Java Moose. I feel like every time I walk into that store I'm entering the boxing ring. Someone else is probably going to be mad at me because of something I didn't do. Isn't it grand? I used to be really good friends with my mananger, now she hates me. I don't know what I did, but she still hates me. Only she hasn't said anything to me. I would rather have her come up to me and say "Hayley, you're a fucking annoying like brat. You're egotistical, self-centered and bitchy." That would piss me off, but it would also make me realize perhaps some of the annoying things that I possibly have been doing, without realizing I've been doing them. I'm oblivious to the way I act and how it affects other people. It's one of my (many) faults. So if no one tells me I'm annoying, than I won't realize it, until it's too late and they have already taken drastic action against me. Like Java, I'm no longer going to be working at the market, instead they've moved me to the new store. I don't like this idea, because I like the market. It's where I like to work. It's the atmosphere I like there, and the people. So I dare say, It's nearing the end of my employment at Java Moose. I realize I have been threatening this for quite a while now, but the problem is I'm not used to quitting jobs... I've never done it before, and I don't want to do it.
4) The potential new job. I have an interview this afternoon at Coles in Brunswick Square. I dropped off a resume on Monday, they called me Tuesday to set up an interview for today, Thursday. They seem interested, and eager?, perhaps. This looks good. Must make sure I do a good interview.
5) I don't know what point 5 is. I lost point five somewhere in the mumble jumble of my brain.
Enough of the points... the first four were enough.
posted by">Hayley @
6:09 AM
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