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I know, I still need to blog more about my trip. I will, sometime. But at the moment, life has quickly resumed its normal self. Work- I've already worked two days; I've been back for four. And I work today, Wednesday, and Thursday, and Saturday, then settle into a nice constant Mon, Tues, Thurs, Sat routine. I auditioned for Dangerous Liaisions yesterday. Y'know, I'm not an actor anymore. Maybe I once was, and maybe I could be again, but I'm not right now. I think that was fairly evident in my audition yesterday, so I don't think Jerry will cast me. (Or maybe I should say I "hope" he won't.) Also, I was offered a position on the backstage team, if I don't get a part, which sounds more tempting to me than the part.
I guess part of me is nervous about getting a part... I don't even know how to begin developing a character anymore. Plus, acting help to lead me into depression before... I don't like playing with my emotions, to me thats dangerous.
Plus, backstage is what I want to do for the rest of my life (wow, does that sound scary or what?!) I'm sitting here with an NTS application with the Technical Production checked. So why would I act when I could get valuable backstage experience that the people at NTS will say- wow, we need this girl in our program.
Meh.... we'll see what happens. I'm trying not to be a control freak anymore. Just let life run it's course and see where it takes me. It's hard to rid yourself of old habits, though. I think that's why I like stage management- it gives you an excuse to be a control freak.
Anyway- good luck to anyone else who auditioned for Dangerous Liaisions!! I'll be seeing you around one way or the other!
posted by">Hayley @
3:30 AM
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