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Warning: the following post is laced with an extreme bit of pessimistic frustration and is focused on the recent miserable shit that Hayley has lived.
I hate it when I lost my grasp on life... and it's been building up all week... the stress and the tension that would enivitably explode into a miserable state very near the edge... and it happened today... at four.. when I discovered I was scheduled to work at five, only one short hour away. This pissed me off because my manager scheduled me twice this weekend when I distinctly said that I want only one shift a week. How does one become two?? Therefore the stress bubble inflated to a gigantic size and I was left hanging from my fingertips on the edge. It's not that I would normally mind all that much working, but this was not good on top of everything else stressing me out lately.
What's even more annoying, is that I was supposed to go out with Thomas tonight... and of course that didn't happen. He did stop by to see me at work, and I was still on the verge of anger ridden tears therefore I couldn't formulate a decent conversation except "I'm really pissed at my manager...".
Oh, and what I didn't mention... my alcoholic brother spent the past couple days on an alcoholic binge, and got charges laid for refusing arrest and assulting a police officer. Brilliant. Fucking brilliant. He also got dropped on his head during the fight with the police officer. And he got in the drunk take that night, and was picked up by the police the following night as well. Plus, the paycheck he recieved on Tuesday was gone by Thursday.
So if you ask "Why is Hayley stressed and on the edge?"... because she fucking well can't handle life, and would much rather jump the next plane to Europe and tell Saint John to kiss her little ass. But no, instead Hayley will stay in Saint John and serve fucking coffee for eight hours tomorrow, and write her fucking Wuthering Heights presentation for Monday, and do her fucking Physics lab, and live her miserable home life ridden with tension from her jackass brother, and life will just be a fucking bowl of god damn cherries, now won't it?
posted by">Hayley @
7:26 PM
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