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Right now I'm scared... it's ten to two in the morning, and my father just got a call from my brother. He was in the parking garage uptown, crying. I don't know whats happened, but it looks like he's been beat up.
I'm so scared and alone with everything in my life right now. Yesterday I was with the one person I truly care about, my boyfriend Jon. Things havn't been the same lately, so I asked him if he still cares for me... and he says he doesn't know, and he hasn't been thinking about me lately. This breaks my heart. Now the one person who I thought was going to be there has left me at the one moment when I need someone the most.
I'm crying right now. Tears are flowing freely from my eyes. The tears are for so many different reasons. They are for my brother. They are for my mother and father who can't handle this stress any more. They are for the amazing boyfriend who I have lost.
As I was falling asleep tonight my thoughts kept drifting to Jon... to the wonderful times we had. I would start crying. That's how I fell asleep. Now I'm going to go try to fall back asleep. Although I'm afraid.
posted by">Hayley @
9:55 PM
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