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I feel completely miserable today. I've caught a horrible cold, and plus I can't seem to get any energy or feel awake. I'm always tired... it's not like I haven't been sleeping lately. I slept probably eleven hours on Saturday night, then I slept for a couple hours Sunday morning, and then another eleven hours last night, and then two hours this morning. Thats somewhere around 26 hours of sleep in the past 40 hours. Now I just seriously feel like I could go back to sleep again right now. I'm almost wondering if I haven't possibly caught mono or somthing. I'm probably just parinoid because one of my friends has it, but still, this isn't like me at all.
Plus it doesn't help that my life has been feeling horrible lately... I really just wish that something truly good would come up that I could work at and feel happy and satisfied with it. I don't know what, just something.
My parents like to blame the entire way I've been acting lately on the Shakespeare situation at school. They don't seem to understand that that is just part of why I have been feeling miserable lately. There is so many shity things around me right now, and pratically no good things, that I just really don't see the point to getting up and going to school or living the day any more. I don't enjoy any of my classes, except maybe English, and even that feel monotonous lately. I've fallen completely behind in Math, and I don't care about French or Physics. I dread going to class. Plus, I have no close friends as school, no one who I know will be waiting to see me in the morning or could care less if I show up at all or not. Even the things that I usually take pleasure in I haven't cared about lately. For instance yesterday I went to a production meeting for The Miracle Worker, but honestly I could have cared less about going. And this is something I have been looking forward to for over a month now. I'm just so fed up with it all...
posted by">Hayley @
9:20 AM
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